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Chris Caraba has my heart!

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:00:00 GMT

So, finally Valentine's Day is over... actually to my surprise I received roses. It is really hard to believe that I met a guy in only 3 days and he is already giving me flowers... IT FREAKS ME OUT!! First, drugs are not a key to my heart and you cannot change my ways. I am sorry if I happen to have morals in life... you are just a sad person. So, as of right now I am saying goodbye. It was fun while it lasted, but you are going no where and I refuse to be dragged behind.

Someday I will find the best kind of love when it awakens my soul and makes us reach for more, it plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds... that is the kind of love I want to find. Again, we can't go looking for love just let it come to us. I fucking don't ever want to be inlove... it is just a mistake.

SIS! I love you and I am starting to sneeze everytime I walk by a slutty girl... I am allergic to sluts. Love YOU!!

Durango this weekend people!! PARTY TIME!

Fuck It

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 05:10:12 GMT

So, not shit has happened this week or last week. I applied at a bunch of jobs... did they call back no. There is something fucked up with this state when it comes to jobs. Officialy, everyone does drugs at my school... "Why are we even hanging out with you." yea, a guy said that to me because they were all talking about X and shit and I don't do any of that shit. Ok, I say shit too much. I think I am actually depressed because I eat all the time and don't ever feel like doing anything. I didn't realize moving back home would be such a change... my family will never understand. I am really excited about going down to Durango this coming weekend... at last I get to be with some normal people. Should be a good time. I miss snowboarding, I have no friends to go with me and it is just depressing. I have thought about going back to Florida, but it wouldn't be smart... I am still waiting for my Photoshop program... God would it get here already. I took some new pics hope you like!

I will CRUSH YOU!

Every guy should wear girl pants!! These just happen to be mine on my hot ass friend Broox! He is my only friend in CO.

Updating!

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 22:09:56 GMT

Well, not too much has happened since I last wrote. I had my birthday! Yes, I am a year older wow! It was actually a special birthday. I felt very loved. So, I just read this thing on my sister's IM thing... unprotected sex leads to lost eyebrows... funny. Anyways, so I think I am pretty happy... I dunno changes are always weird. I basically have no friends and hang out alone on the weekends. I guess being alone is ok, but I am always used to being with my good friends. So, I guess I am just blabbing on, but I am getting PHOTOSHOP and ILLUSTRATOR!! YES!! Hope everyone else is doing well.

Life... sucks sometimes

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 17:37:49 GMT

Ok, so I had another breakdown, I can't really handle this anymore. I think people are really fake and try way too hard to impress people. Who the hell cares about Abercrombie and Fitch??? They need to fucking start drug testing. I need to quit all this bullshit and start being me. I fucking don't hang out with pot heads and sluts? WAKE UP KATIE. I called Jon crying poor guy didn't know what to do with me. He is such an amazing friend and I am very greatful. All I can say is you are a wonderful listener and I thank you. I think that is the reality of it all... I take people for granite... like my sister. I believe the thing I fear the most about life isn't dying, but to stay alive. The funny thing is I used to have a handle on life, but then it broke moving back to Colorado. So it is pretty much manditory to grow old...but growing up...well that my friends...is OPTIONAL! People need to start fucking growing up and discover something. I am almost 20!! "To the world you're maybe one person but to one person you maybe the world. Always rememeber you're loved; never forget someone always cares." I freaking live by this quote. Last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life... I pretty much had a reality check and I am about to change... look out world!

School Sucks

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 01:51:19 GMT

I started school Monday and it was very intersting. I didn't exactly know what I was getting myself into by attending an art school. I have classes for 4 hours... meaning Monday and Tuesday I have 8 hour days (sitting in class.) My first class gave me a bad impression b/c I couldn't even understand my teacher. It is color theory and I think it pretty close to painting 120 boxes of colors (which I have already done.) Then I went to my next class only 5 people, and I am the only girl... lovely. Tuesday was incrediable... these classes are why I am here at an art school. I have a whole class on Photoshop AMAZING!! Well, I think I am writing to people that already know all these funny stories. Did I mention a lot of people do drugs here? I don' think I fit in real well... oh well.

Pepper Spray!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 18:34:46 GMT

Ok so today I officialy found out that I need to invest in some pepper spray. So, it was like 8:30 AM and I am sleeping and I see a man in my kitchen.... yes AHHHH!!! I was scared shitless. So, he is all like I am here to fix your power... I was like well dude my dad did that a long time agao... FREAKY!! Then he was like well your door was locked... I swear it was. I am so freaked out. So, today I start school... I don't know what do bring to a freakin 4 hour class, so I am that slacker and bringing nothing. This are weird?

Totally Different Look on Emo Kids

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 17:01:17 GMT

This weekend was pretty crazy weird... or as I like to say quoted by my sis... "Lame-core!" (Did I really say that... STUPID!) I have officialy moved up to Denver and beginning to love it. School starts Monday and I am freaked... my art bag weighs like 80 lbs. I have no clue what to bring the first day b/c the classes are only 4 hours long. I almost died in Design... what have I gotton myself into? So, Friday I went over to Nicks and everyone was drinking and had a pretty good time. Lots of BOYS!! But, I didn't care cause they only break hearts. So, we get into the best part EVER!! Running away from EMO KIDS!! So, my sister being the cutiest ever talks to her crush Pepe! (not really it is something like Raleigh.) Basically, she gets all excited and we want to go bowling. So, I drive all the way to Littleton (it is far!) We pick him up and then he is like well do you guys wanna go to a friends house... so Kels and I are like ok whatever. We show up and it is really WEIRD. There are a bunch of people smoking and eating ice cream... who would of thought the 2 would go together? So, Kels knew one girl Heather, it was ok until people are like begging me for rides... pathetic! I thought I was out of high school? Taxi service for cigarettes. Hell no. So, I was like sure whatever so we start going upstairs and Kels dashes and it like RUN!!!!!! So we start RUNNING, knocking down lil kids screaming we are LEAVING!! haha we are bitches... get over it. So, my sister is the cutest emo girl... or hardcore and her DNA freaks would say... whatever I have a entire new outlook on the whole emo thing. Jon... we do it up right on our Emo days! And most of them smoke... so you get props for that. I still love the music! It drives me. Have a great day friends... sis you are amazing.

Happy New Year 2005

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 22:02:05 GMT

Wow! So, it is already 2005 and I am almost 20. This year has been both happy and sad. It hasn't hit me yet that I am not going back to Florida... I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. I think moving away from home really made me grow up. I have realized people are really different other places. Are Colorado people weird? It was so weird because today I ran into 3 people from High School (of all places Wal Mart) and I talked to the man of my dreams! I am preparing myself to feel lonely this new year. Even though I am home, it is still going to be hard doing things by myself until I make some friends. Weird.

- All Hail the Heartbreaker
- Design class is over-rated... Florida sucks with all the hurricanes
- I need to move into my place
- I officialy have 75 people on my buddy list but talk to umm NO ONE!
- I miss everyone. A lot.
- I need to get out more

Ok, well I have made no New Year's resolution so FUCK OFF!

"I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all"

New Apartment!

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 20:37:25 GMT

Me & Sis @X-mas

Me!

Moving is sooooo hard and stressful! I HATE IT! Ok, well I love my new apartment, but things are soooo expensive when you have to pay for everything by yourself. I need a JOB!! I took my mom to show her the place and she loved it!! However, me ever finding a boyfriend is hopeless b/c I will soon be living in a Gay Community... WOW! They call the King Soopers... Queen Soopers... yes that is right! I am looking foward to making new friends in such a cool city. We went to lunch and meet a really cool lesbian... oh speaking of lesbians my 11 year old cousin knows what that is... WHAT?? He called my lil cousins lesbians... he is lame hardcore. Anyways, wish me all luck moving in!! Oh, yea here are some cool pics!

Very Cool Grandparents!!!

Snowboarding!

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 02:00:22 GMT

Ok, so my sister hates this girl and I thought it would be funny cause she compares her to a barbie! I thought it was funny!

Anyways, so I just got back from 3 days of snowboarding!! OUCH! My body hurts. But, I took a lesson with a hot New Zealand guy! WOW! It was all worth it cause I learned how to toe-turn. I also went shopping with my sis and it was awesome! Roots anyone? Awesome band/rappers I guess! Ok, well that is it for now!

Watch the Sunset... Think of Me

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 05:17:10 GMT

Hey hommies,
SISSY I love you! Good Luck on finals. I really think you should come up on Tuesday!! It will be a blast and then u can get a way from things... and spend all your time with ME!!! As for me, I am going boarding tomorrow!! There is like 30 feet of snow... pretty good. I think I will probably fall on my face/ass a lot, but it will be a blast. My dad and I have spent so much time together and I love it. We went and worked out, X-mas shopped and then saw Neverland. That movie is amazing!! I cried and Johnny Depp is amazing and very good looking. I am having such a wonderful break with my family. My cousins came from Chicago... the cutest girls ever! Hopefully, after Christmas I will go to some shows. Something Corporate better be coming to D-town! Night

SNOW!!

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:49:04 GMT

So, I am back home! I thought it was going to be weird, but I love it. I am so jealous of my friend jon who got a job at oh yea A&F!! Actually, it is good for him! Love you Jon! Moving back to CO was fun! My mom and I took a U-haul cross country... Florida to Colorado baby! I am moving to Denver the beginning of Jan. all by myself... should be interesting however, this weekend I will be getting some lil kitties!! I love being with my sister, she is the most inspiring person I know... she puts up with me and my family! I love you SIS! I hope all my friends can come visit me sometime... cough cough.... JON!!! I miss you so much and I hope you are having fun in Miami. BFF bud! I will never forget all the good and bad times together! Today, I got my haircut and I love it!! Well, hopefully I will be going to some shows soon! Oh, yea snowboarding Mon- Wed!! Oh, geez and I still have Christmas shopping to do... AHHH!!

Wild Nights

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 06:24:57 GMT

Ok, so I don't think anyone even reads what I write, but I am going to catch up people with my life. So, I made the hardest decision of my life and decided to transfer schools... I think in the long run I will be happier. It is really hard saying bye to all I love. I have made some amazing friends in Florida, but Colorado is where I need to be. I will be living downtown Denver which I am thrilled about! (People come visit!!) Thursday is my last final! HURRAY! Design is over and my life maybe back to normal... NOT! Well, that is enough for now I am off to bed! Night

Good Weekend

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:24:54 GMT

It was finally nice to be able to get out this weekend for once. Design buds are awesome and we always have a good time. I quit my job so I am a little stress free. Friday night was crazy... Jessy and I went out with annoying girl and ended up leaving a party and got hit on who knows how many times. (We both and big boobs) Jon spent the night because I thought he hated me, but we talked for hours in my bed and life is good. Sat. partied... drank a lot and was silly!! It felt good! Sunday I went and saw Yellowcard... ok so they were pretty good. I actually heard this new band that I am absoluty in love with! The Matches!! Look at this hardcore guy!! I got his autograph!

http://www.purevolume.com/thematches/photos/97971

And all through the week,
whispers follow the shadows down the halls.
Our handstamps fade,
and I cringe at the stupid names we're called.
Every weekend we are massing,
seeking sonic escape.
The shadows flood the floor
and start to take shape.

This is how we bleed in audio...
let down your skin,
let the wind blow through your veins.

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 23:06:00 GMT

http://tinypic.com/k6cd2 THIS IS ME!!! Can you all see??

Good Times

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 06:25:23 GMT

Hey! Ok, so I am getting back into this for real. Tonight was pretty cool. I have lots of roommate problems.... ahhhh. Jon is a super cool guy and always helps me with my problems. I think I would die without him. I want to add all my pics on here!!

Blonde Moment... oh wait I am not blonde

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 16:01:05 GMT

Ok, so I am new at this, but I am sure people want to hear about my crazy life. So, I totally washed my cell phone and it is all busted. Who in the world would put there phone in the washer? Umm... my dumb ass. But, I am thinking I will blame the wetness on the humidity. Party time!
I thought this was just so funny and cute!
"When you think everyone else is better than you just keep one thing in mind, you were once the fastest sperm in the bunch."